Working Hard or Hardly Working

2/25/19

Last week, I was a little slacker… I wanted to be on my feet, but I just had a lot on my mind, and I was physically exhausted. I did get work done, but I felt as if I could do more. I realize ISM is the opportunity I have been wanting since forever, so I don't know why I cant get my act together. I am still passionate about learning, I feel so drawn to this subject, however, my ability to work is not as driven as I imagine I want it to be. It could be senioritis, which I think it is. I also think, just life has been difficult so my all around school has been hard to focus on. I need some motivation, and I am going to start making that change today. No more waiting, just go. I realized that about myself. I daydream and daydream of what could be, but never take action so nothing ever happens. I need to move, I need to work. I have a lot to prepare for, for my Final Project. There is still time, and I can still bring myself to complete what I am striving to develop. I just need to push myself and take off.