MOTIVATION MOTIVATION

3/25/19

Last week, for ISM I had a few things to work on and I really hit an all time low in motivation. This blog even is coming late because I forgot it was due. I was talking to my friend the other day she really snapped me out of it. She made me realize that everything is a mindset, and whatever the situation, I can make use of it, if I really want to reach my goal. That snapped me out of my cyclical thoughts that were just wake up, try to work, and try not to collapse. AHHAHA, I mean that is how I felt. But I’ve come to realize that by living like that, not am I only disappointing others, but I am disappointing myself and leading me to grow deeper into that toxic mindset. I am ready to turn on the switch, and let the light shine. Last week I did some more research into my project and finished my progress assessment. This week I need to send some emails, start wrapping up my research and get an outline of it in my head or sketched out. I realized how much I want this opportunity and I think I have broken my cycle and I'm here to work till I can work no more.