Look out! Steam Roller Ahead!

9/30/18

If I could describe this week and what the next few weeks of ISM are going to be in two words it would be unpredictable and hectic. This week was not too frantic, but after looking at the due dates for the next assignments, I just got a wave of anxiety. It does look frightening, but i know somehow I will pull through. I just need that kick start.

Besides freaking out over next week, This week was also a little disappointing. The meeting I scheduled for Tuesday was canceled. I was told the person I wanted to interview will no longer be able to hold the interview with me. On the bright side, he offered one of his students for me to interview, except I still do not know who it is and when I will meet them. I just know I might still get an interview out of this situation...hopefully. I also called around more places and I really just feel defeated right now. No one sees my emails or picks up my calls. I understand that professionals are busy and are in no way obligated to give me their time, but even with all that in mind, I still feel upset that I am not able to reach anyone. I am still going to stay optimistic, because anything can change in a second. I anticipate that my luck will be better in the future.