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2/4/19

Last week, I tried my best to get back into shape. I feel like every week is a repetition of me trying to get it together, and ultimately saying “it’s ok I can make up for it next week if I try.” I need to stop doing this. I need to wake up, and realize that I am potentially wasting an opportunity that I could have never dreamed of having. I noticed that once you get something, it feels like the magic it held before is gone until you lose it again. I am so passionate about the subject I am learning, but I need to get over my laziness and seize the moment. ISM is not just about utilizing creativity to come up with amazing projects, but it is a class so I can immerse myself in what I love and LEARN. I needed to rant about that. I am so in my head recently, and I just want a little door to walk out of it. I have so many wants but I get to tired. I know the weather sucks right now, and allergy season is high, but I feel sad every time I feel like I can’t concentrate. This is was I need to do: Take a deep breath, count to three and just go. One thing at a time, one focus at a time, and I can get myself back into shape. I know I can. Last week, I finished an assessment, contacted some people and got my paperwork sign. I am not completely useless, but I know my potential, and I am ready to move forward.